As I reflect on my 50 years as a Benedictine Sister of Erie, I am filled with gratitude for the monastic formation I received. The ongoing community rhythm of prayer, Eucharist, lectio, community, ministry and work have grounded me in my search for God, and these monastic practices have given me stability and strengthened my bond with community.

Living in a community where all members share the same vision and mindfulness has created an environment where I am enabled and encouraged to become my best self. When I first entered religious life in 1960, I was a very timid individual; but gradually I am growing in confidence and self-expression. I have become aware that each morning is a new day of grace; a new opportunity to begin again to live consciously in God’s presence.

The annual liturgical cycle has immersed me in Scripture where I encounter God in history; and I have been led to transform my childhood image of God as an exacting judge to a more loving friend who addresses me as the beloved. The contemplative dimension of monastic life has especially enriched my soul and continues to shape me into who I am becoming.

The older sisters who model faithfulness, perseverance, generosity, holiness, gentleness, and selflessness have motivated me to desire to follow in their footsteps. They have given me a glimpse of God; community has been my lifeline.